Gloomer

Gloomer clouds your thoughts. 

One of the things that prevent me and others from being productive, happy, and motivated: not so good environment. Ironically, it helped me draw. Sometimes it helps expressing my feelings or putting it into visuals. 

This also serves as a better activity since I am not restrained to drawing particular characters, worry about body proportions, dialogues, meaningfulness...etc.  

My house is dim, even during the day because it does not face the sun. This I wouldn't mind too much but my housemates are also often unmotivated as well, sometimes feeling unwell, too busy, sleepy, cranky. I wish I can do things I want to without getting such bad vibes from my environment. The entire room feels anxious and distressful. I miss the time when I can indulge, but that seems to happen less often. I really need somebody to have a good time near me, I need some background noise. 

Slight experimentation with the coloring technique. It initially looked really bad but upon refining I think it worked out pretty great. I am really happy with how the clothing turned out, it took forever trying to figure out what I really wanted to see. I like to draw gaseous things as well.